#63

4 months 5 days We moved to #63. Last night I had a Zag Bag purse party. Oh what fun!! I designed a diaper bag!!!!!! It's so girly. Black bottom, black handles, a woman in Paris on the sides done in pink white and black. the lining is a pink Leopard print, don't forget the long black fringe around the top, and oh so much fun!!! I also bought a used white crib. Sahara, mama's getting ready!!!

We are on the Move

3 months, 26 days We are now at #66!!! I am so Blessed!! Little Sahara, You might be, probably born right now and I write to you as your future mother. I pray for your needs each day. I know when you are waking, and going to sleep at night. Your grandmother, brother and sister think about what you are doing at any given moment of the day. I dream of your birth mother and the life you have with her. I grieve the lose you will have. I morn for your mother. I dream of the meeting with possibly your mother. Standing in front of her with Lauren and Tristan. Imagining that I am giving them to her to care for. And the grief I would have. I love your birth mother. She is a wonderful, beautiful woman to make such a loving choice for your life. I love you Sahara, and your birth mother.

The Princess has a new castle

With a lot of hard work, cheap labor, a few volunteers, Lauren sanding her own ceiling, Tristan mudding and taping, sanding, sanding, and more sanding. The princess has a new room!! And as much as a 15 year old can appreciate things, I truly believe she does. I made her work quite a bit on it herself. She sanded the ceiling, and we know how much fun that is, she painted, and hung her walk in closet fixtures. Lauren, I'm proud of you!!

Love on my Son!!!

Can a mother be any more proud of her son?? His School just finished a traveling theatre production of Robinson Crusoe. He did not play a lead part as he has the last two years(which he won't stop talking about) but he had a great little part and it was a funny one at that!! The theatre comes and auditions the kids on Monday and they perform on Friday and Saturday. Can you beleieve it???? I couldn't be more proud!!! Last year he was the Prince in The Little Mermaid. Big part!! The year before he was Jimminy Cricket in Pinnochio. Huge Part!!! This was the last year that he would be able to be in the one week traveling theatre, so I threw him a cast party after the last performance. Tristan, you are the light of my life!!

I am SO proud of you!!

3 months 18 days

We are now at #71. It seems as though we will never get there. I miss my baby girl so much. I have dreams about her. I see her with her birth mother. I know that she is already born in my heart. Still no information, so don't get excited!!! God is really teaching me patients and humility lately. It's good to know that God is working in you!!! I love you baby girl Sahara!!